Hiya! Sorry about that nonsense.
I've decided after quite a bit of thinking that I was acting like little bitch, and I'm not having any of that.
That being said, there are some things I still agree with.
I still think my (older) music is below average, nothing special. If you enjoy it, I thank you, but I think it's not good. That being said, I feel that haven't been looking into the future and what I could accomplish as an artist. I just gotta work harder but I need the help of some very important people: you guys. You guys are fucking AWESOME, you give me the power to do what I love. Anyway, I plan to do a few things to try to get more people involved with my music. I don't really know how to start, but are there any places I could start? Maybe the forums?.. I'm not sure but what do you guys think? I plan to be a little more positive, I think life was just being a pain in the ass and I took it out on myself and that's not what I want to do. Anyway, I have some fun stuff to talk about:
I've been doing the music stuff and I have some stuff on the way. It's not done yet but it'sa comin! Also, I'm doing a giveaway for new years, I'm giving away $50 in a gaming gift card of your choice. More info below:
But yeah, that's about it. I'll see you all soon.
-TeraVex
Phronemophobia
It should work that way, after all. As you keep doing something, you get better at it. There's no reason to hate your old stuff, either. In fact, keep as much of it as you can, because having them outline your progress over the years is really interesting. I love it when people have several years worth of their art available to browse.
As far as music goes, @cank is especially communicative, and, most likely, he'll start summoning other musicians to help you, as well. Start yourself a little network, trading off ideas and suggestions (if you're that sort of person).
If you're trying to get more involved with Newgrounds, why not assist somebody in the Help Wanted section of the Community? Some need music, and would provide you opportunities to create something with a specific direction. Setting limitations like that not only help promote creativity, but if the movie, game, or collaboration becomes popular, and you post the song on the Audio Portal, it doubles the exposure.
Simply listening to the music by other people and leaving comments will also help. It's common for people to return the favor, which, again, means you'll get more suggestions, fans, possibly friendships, collaborations, blah blah blah, and so forth.
That's all I got. Any of that sound good? No? Well, I tried... kinda. Glad you're feeling better.
TeraVex
I'll give it a go! Thank you for your help and support! It means a lot!